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2001-05-15 - 4:13 p.m. Grrr... my db is driving me crazy! ;-) He was at my place yesterday (yay) and we got talking about anniversaries (I'm not home the day we've been 'engaged' for a year). He jokingly complained about that, so I retorted that at least I was home on the day we'd been going out for a year, and that the day of our engagement would change anyway. "How do you know that?" he replied. "I think that's up to me." Well, of course, I want him to propose, I'm not about to do it myself. But then he continued that the date *would* change. He'd decided what day he was going to propose, just not what year. That really threw me - he's picked the date?!? My head was swimming with thoughts, for him to have decided a day already, it must be a day that means something, like the day we first met, the day we fell in love or something - could be any. I'M CURIOUS! It's really excellent! My plan of yesterday seems to be working :-) Already now A has warmed up a bit - it might be all he's going to warm up, but for the time being, it's good enough for me (keyword being "for the time being". At least he's not blatantly ignoring me, and as I don't let myself be dictated by him any longer, I feel much better about myself too! :-) Okay, it may be an act from his side, but at the moment I'm mad enough and hurt enough not to care! But I'm praying it will all work out! I'd love for us to be able to be, if not friends, then 'friendly' again!
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